Musings...
Jul. 17th, 2007 01:37 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
heartofthunderI love Ivan. I do.
But...
Well, there is no but. I know I love him. Of that, I have absolutely no doubt.
But that's not the issue, either.
It's just that...my world is much more complex today than it was yesterday. Not like it stopped spinning, exactly.
More like it suddenly started spinning in the opposite direction.
I don't know. Maybe I'm making too much of it. Maybe it will all work out, without complication, and I'm just worrying over nothing.
But...
Maybe this means that everything will be different now.
But...
Well, there is no but. I know I love him. Of that, I have absolutely no doubt.
But that's not the issue, either.
It's just that...my world is much more complex today than it was yesterday. Not like it stopped spinning, exactly.
More like it suddenly started spinning in the opposite direction.
I don't know. Maybe I'm making too much of it. Maybe it will all work out, without complication, and I'm just worrying over nothing.
But...
Maybe this means that everything will be different now.
